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一个年龄跟我差不多大的女孩，却有了我（自称）所没有的才华。我没话说了。甘拜下风。。。她的专辑若你还没买，那就要赶快。因为我跑了几间cd店，都没有。。。这可显出她的new album可真是''a must have''.

oh yeah. khalil's orange moon is a must buy too! his latest is a 5/5. so better don't lose out

mr and mrs sloth.

kid you not. there's a mr. and mrs. sloth! haha! it's hilarious! but i won't show you guys that picture. but instead, i'll show you all terrie's facebook and msn pic. it's the cutest sloth. the rest just look like some.. some.. decomposed mammal.. sorry ..

it never was like this

i think i need to pray more.. more.. more.. sincerely? i don't know if that is the right word.. but i guess i just need to.. yes.. i think sincerely is the word.. i'm really afraid that i wouldnt be able to make it for Melb U or Monash or even deakin or even RMIT.. (i prefer the first 2). so i'm thinking of sydney now.. bahhh.. it's not that i dont like sydney.. but.. i think, i'll be more independent in melbourne.. well, if really all AUS u dont want me, i still have SIM.. i can then go and be schoolmates or maybe classmates with zhi yong. HAHA!!

gosh.. i miss melbourne already :( i miss the jie jies.. i miss annabelle :( i miss strolling around the familiar shops and feeling.. feeling.. better than being in singapore.. hee..

hmm sydney.. i miss it.. no i don't.. i just miss the hiews.. i miss bells.. OH BELLS! she's so big now.. like about 20 months old. sooo cute! i kinda want to fly over like 'now' (thou i know i can't) because bells has a brother already! YAY! i'm so excited.. i think it's cause......

poly will be over soon in bout a month's time.. CHECK THAT OUT!

things do not remain the same

ya like the chinese saying that goes like this - ... ... ... yeah you know which one i'm referring to. so what's different now? another family left my beloved quiet little city that excites me because there is so much yet so little there. uh uh yeah. i just.. don't like things vibrant lah! (: and who wants maldives when we have mabul there? right? (: okay.. who's up for mabul island soon please tell me..

yeah so the LOs' have moved on. i did too.. 2 decades ago.. the Alberts did it not too long after i did.. i wonder who is next.. but i still think.. one day we will still gather back home together cause Tawau is just the best for us (: (i might eat my words one day.. but for now, this remains)

i miss home.. i miss jiepo.. still..

time for a change

i think it's time for me to change a weeee bit of my normal ways since i'm now two decades old. well, can't possibly wait till i'm three decades old and then say i want to change this and that right? because by then.. i think everything is too settled in and all you can change is your facial features at camden medical by ww.

so.. 2008..

i can dare say that it's my busiest year in church/school/privatelifeoutside. but i also want to note that it's a year filled with holidays. so i did a few trips back to sabah alone this year and even went to thailand then to singa then to aussie then to singa and then to sabah again. there is no HONG KONG/macau/zhong guo(!) in my list because i sacrificed that for school. no i'm not that ANGELique. i am saying that with angst.

so what do i want to change? hmm.. i think firstly, i want to change my relationship with God.. for the better of course.. because i know how i've been walking close and slowly swaying and this goes on. let's just say that i cannot stand still la!

next is the way i treat certain people. i hope to treat everyone equally with my sharesharecarebear love. but i know that's almost close to impossible. dont want to just have eq with 'better' people. i think i had almost enough. it's time to be real. (please don't be scared of me. i'm not that scary really. i'm very nice, ONE)

i want to think of something and then work it out the next minute instead of putting it off and regret the next. just this alone is enough to make my whole life turn almost upside down. june 22 2008 is the worst day of the year.

i want to go to australia. not that i hate singapore. but i think i want to experience something different and be out of my comfort zone. i hope that i can get the course i want in the Us that i'm applying for. and for that, i know i need more confidence.

ooooh yeahhh! i need a driver's licence too!!

i need to have lesser late nights and more 'better' sleeping hours. because it dawned on me one afternoon that i'm tired and looked very bad.

i want and need my skinny arms back! i can't say bye bye now because i'm afraid i will fly with those wings attached.

okok i just turned and looked around my room.. i need to change this whole whole.. hideous look of 'da room that is beyond recognition'

bye 08. hi 09

ok before i tell you guys what i hope to achieve this year, let me just write a lil something to remind myself of the love i've received during the 31st, and also some thank yous. (i think this will be the longest post ever)

it was my birthday. so naturally, i received gifts and wishes. let me just try to recall (BY HARD. not cheating here) who wished me and let me thank you once again please.. (those who didnt, i know that you guys still love me.. if you don't see your name here, it doesn't mean that i hate you la!)

thank you (in whatever format i.e sms/call/handshake/facebook)

# - my family (daddy,mom,2sisters and 3brothers)
A - andrew, aunty cynthia, aunty donna, aunty kitty, aunty mary, angela chen, ashley, alouis
B - benjamin, bella bella bella!
C - charissa, christabel, cherlyn, candice, cuz christy, cephas, conan, clifford, cheukwing, cheryl, calvinlo
D - daniel, daniel lee, davina
E - elias, cuz ellie, elsa, aunty elsa
F - fon jiejie,
G - geri,
H - hubert
I - ian tan, ian chew
J - jun jie, joel, joycelynchan, jocelyn, joshua, joeyee, cuz jackki, joeltam
K - khalil da soulboy/mrfong, kevin, kunman
L - li min, linda
M - mae, melody, mike, michelle
N - nerrine, nigel, nicole,
P - pris, paul
R - rebeccalau,
S - selwyn, seika, sheereen, sarah
T - timothylee, tsz ying, terrie, timothylaw
V - velda
W - wengwoh, wang, waihin, wai ling,
Y - yanho, yvonne, yibin, yongjia, yongzhi,
Z - zhiyong,

da fam
thank you all. that's it. i don't need to say much right? haha

the aunties and uncles and fam friends everywhere
i love you people, you people rock my world pretty much. fonjie, tengor, teenjie. thank you all really because you guys do play a big part in my growing up. i got fat very much too because of you guys.. but i'm not whining.. i'm grateful (:

the girls (li min,curry,cher,rah,vel)
so it's been another year! thank you girls for always being there for me wherever you girls are.

BELLA a.k.a my fav baby
bells, ka loves you and though you probably don't even know how to spell your own name now, ka thinks you can read well when you turn 4? haha!

sp gang/poly friends
without you all, poly would have been a chore.

kunman
i'm your skin-saver!

mae,pris,liz,mel,shingy
you girls provide me with entertainment all the time. hahahhahaah. am still laughing.

nicole
that cuiling hor! never wish me leh! hahahahahhah! let's go spize and laugh like idiots again. zhen ai ah.. what's that nabe called again?

melody,dicetan,selwyn
that sherlyn aw foong peng that#*&!@&!!! never wish me. hahahah! i want to fish therapy again!!

sheereen
teo su lin, i love you bayyybehhhh! come back soon, we shall sushi and take more pics. it's been great knowing you in class (i thought i would make no frens during IS!)

wang
your encouragements and help with work really do lighten my load a lot. thank you very much.

hmmm.. who else...
okay i'm sorry i cannot think again.. because i just got a call from mom and she told me a notsogood news about someone. and now i blame myself again for not prayer as much, as hard. but still, i want to thank all you people out there! HOORAYY!!